THE NOT SO PERSONAL BLOG OF JULIA DE GUZMAN

Where Am I? In this world full of mess My mind can’t get rid of me But my thoughts are crying And all I can think of is dying Will you ever leave me alone? Just tell me when you're done So I could pack all my stuff And continue being undone Cause they left me broken But I won’t bleed myself to death I’ll just leave and move again One place to another, home is not for me To all the  people passing by I hope they saw me as who I am Cause I'm craving for genuine people For them to be real in this world full of fake faces Take off your mask and don’t confuse me Growth and transparency is what I need I don’t know where to go anymore But I hope I’ll find a place, where I can call my own

18th January The random stuff I woke up late. Again. But as I said yesterday, I will go to school today so yeah I did. But unfortunately, I was late, obviously. But at least it's better late than never. I was going through my phone and suddenly my friends chatted to me to remind me of course that I need to go to school today cause it's too much from being absent and I really need to cope up with my studies, and I really appreciate all the motivational words coming from them. Thank you weegs, chikin, kat, ade and wigga I love you guys.  Well as I got out from my dorm again, wow the sun was shining to me and it was so hot but wow it touches me like it's my mother's hand I love it and I am thankful I am still alive. And I arrived at school, then as I entered the classroom first ade hugged me then I hugged weegs and wigga and I'm so happy I saw them again then after that I ate my lunch, you heard it right I made myself some lunch I cooked hotdog ohhh hah